It was already a big step to move out into Melbourne and now I'm moving away from all my family and friends into a new area just so that i can attend Monash Uni.
Its finally taking its toll on me...I'm feeling all the loneliness and culture shock which i should have experience when i first arrived.
But lucky for me when i first came here i lived with my aunt and hence the culture shock did not arise.
Now that i have finally moved out on my own everything comes crashing down...yeap reality hit me hard.. now i am seriously responsible for my own well being.
I had to make sure i had enough money for food, rent, transport, bills, books, placements, uniforms and what not...its like as though I've been forced to grow up in a matter of days.
Which i suppose i should have done a long time back though i was mostly sheltered by my parents. So now i am learning it the hard way,which in the end actually makes me more independent and helps me learn more about myself and what i am capable of.

And who the hell ever said uni was easy? Shit, that person is a liar.
My four core subjects are really challenging and require loads of commitment...how the hell do people party? Man,i need a crash course in time management...any ideas anyone??

In my course..i am like the only international student and omg its really hard to fit in with the Australians. They talk in a different lingo and tend to stick to whoever they know from Year 12 or whatever...its such a nightmare right now.
I just wanna get over this awkward stage asap and move on to the stage of familiarity.

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Please just let me go.
Don't make this any harder than it already is
You know full well how i feel about you.
Is that not enough?