Had a dose of my lovelies late last night.
Whee.. happy happy.

And now back to physics..
The A'levels will commence officially for me on Tuesday...
First paper: Physics paper 3 (30th Nov)
Last paper: Physics paper 1 (20th Oct)

Notice the very much UNAPPRECIATED lag time in between subject papers? sheesh..
Making us all go...
freaky freaky freaky!

The A'levels is less than a week away.
It is totally driving me crazeeee.
Mostly its because i make me nuts by counting it down like everyday.
Along the way i went psycho...i broke down...i thought of nonsensical things to end my life..how sad am i? I seriously cant believe what the A's is doing to me..but den again i guess i made it happen.
Wish me luck people...

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On Tue(17th Oct) was our tea appreciation..
Somehow i felt that it was unnecessarily cut short
Aniways...it was somewhat nice though i personally would rather prefer a prom after the A'levels.
Believe it or not i have never had/attended a prom before.. how sad la ryte..sheesh
But well,whatever la k.
I can't very well put up all 42 pics ..so here are a few

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all Muslims everywhere.
This is the second year that we as a family celebrated without my dearest nenek(grandmother).
I miss her so much especially during special occasions like these.
The only consolation that makes up for it all is that she's now with God and also perhaps have reunited with my yayi (grandfather).
I know she's at a better place and that thought makes everything ok again.

Anyways a special shout out to a friend whom has decided to embrace Islam..
Its so great...and to see you featured on straights times...thats even more of a shock to me than receiving the news that you've converted dude..heh.
Let us all celebrate raya this year yes.

Here are some pics...not much i suppose..was too busy eating..heheh

The A's is draining me out both emotionally and mentally.
And then you happened.

When i met you the other day all the memories and feelings came rushing back.
And when you came over i had to fight the urge and stop myself from saying that I've made a mistake.

I didn't mean to fall for you,I'm sorry i kept it all inside.
And now...she's in your life.
Though i had you for only a brief period,you made it special.
And although it hurts alot,if given a chance I'd still go through it again because i had you.

Let me stay in this deluded state,
I'm happy. So just let me be.
It makes me work so whats the problem?

I've let it all out,and i hope that this will be the first and last time.
Since the main issue wasn't addressed,I'm still trying to pick myself up from the fall...