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An uncalled for accusation
Thursday, August 30, 2007
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I don't appreciate being blamed for something that I don't even have a clue to.
It just seems unfair. Furthermore there are 10 other girls in the clique too .
Why don't you blame them as well?
I've always loved you as a friend.
And to have those accusations thrown in my face without even clarifying the problem with me or rather without warning at all, it really hurts.
Especially because it was from you.
This time you've really hurt me bad.
And somehow i don't think you really care cause in your mind I made the mistake.
It just seems unfair. Furthermore there are 10 other girls in the clique too .
Why don't you blame them as well?
I've always loved you as a friend.
And to have those accusations thrown in my face without even clarifying the problem with me or rather without warning at all, it really hurts.
Especially because it was from you.
This time you've really hurt me bad.
And somehow i don't think you really care cause in your mind I made the mistake.
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Sunday, August 26, 2007
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The only reason for my outburst in the last entry about a particular teacher is because she has pushed my button once too many time.
I am tired...I have enough problems as it is to keep this oppressed hatred towards her.
I would want to bring it up but i know for a fact that due to how the education system is run, 'freedom of speech' (not that we have very much opportunity to exercise it) would very much get me into trouble.
Being frank to a teacher does not always go well.
I guess its only human.. who the heck would want to listen about their flaws from a kid?
I hate boys who makes me cry.
But now,its the men.
But i can't deny the fact that I've got my eyes on you.
Unfortunately.
How stupid of me. I know.
Studied with Nani at woodlands yest.
Somehow math was just boring compared to shopping...sigh
The sin of wanting more...
Complain complain complain ah Nani...and then 'mabok' HAHA!
I have to say that being driven by a friend is way different than being in the car with my dad.
It was fun fun fun. hur..(minus the communication break down, or rather the prob of being deaf?)
I shall make it a point to get a ride from 'F1 driver' every once in awhile..ahahaha
I am tired...I have enough problems as it is to keep this oppressed hatred towards her.
I would want to bring it up but i know for a fact that due to how the education system is run, 'freedom of speech' (not that we have very much opportunity to exercise it) would very much get me into trouble.
Being frank to a teacher does not always go well.
I guess its only human.. who the heck would want to listen about their flaws from a kid?
I hate boys who makes me cry.
But now,its the men.
But i can't deny the fact that I've got my eyes on you.
Unfortunately.
How stupid of me. I know.
Studied with Nani at woodlands yest.
Somehow math was just boring compared to shopping...sigh
The sin of wanting more...
Complain complain complain ah Nani...and then 'mabok' HAHA!
I have to say that being driven by a friend is way different than being in the car with my dad.
It was fun fun fun. hur..(minus the communication break down, or rather the prob of being deaf?)
I shall make it a point to get a ride from 'F1 driver' every once in awhile..ahahaha
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
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Its never too late to realize one's short comings.
Not realizing it at all is the real failure.
What Emerline said got me thinking.
I guess i don't want to go though some of the repercussion of my own mistakes through other people. So yes.
But if u really piss me off then well.. i need a way to vent out my anger too u know.
I bloody HATE the barren mangkok.
She is the worst teacher i ever had.
I dunno how all of us actually tolerated her for the whole year.
Sheesh... she has to ALWAYS find fault with me.
Gawd.
Not only is she a blardy mangkok, she is unreasonable, biased and rude.
Is a teacher really allowed to yell at us: brainless spineless shameless stupid moron.
If so i can come up with a few vocabulary words to use it back at her too.
Its only fair.
Blog entries will be irregular.
A'level period bebeh.
Not realizing it at all is the real failure.
What Emerline said got me thinking.
I guess i don't want to go though some of the repercussion of my own mistakes through other people. So yes.
But if u really piss me off then well.. i need a way to vent out my anger too u know.
I bloody HATE the barren mangkok.
She is the worst teacher i ever had.
I dunno how all of us actually tolerated her for the whole year.
Sheesh... she has to ALWAYS find fault with me.
Gawd.
Not only is she a blardy mangkok, she is unreasonable, biased and rude.
Is a teacher really allowed to yell at us: brainless spineless shameless stupid moron.
If so i can come up with a few vocabulary words to use it back at her too.
Its only fair.
Blog entries will be irregular.
A'level period bebeh.
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Saturday, August 18, 2007
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Maths was total torture today.
3 papers in 5 periods?
Impossible lah ok.
Seriously.
Medusa.
Acting all intellectual and shit.
You bore me to tears.
Get a hold of yourself.
Went bowling today.
Hah.
One moment i'm getting strikes and the next,the longkang.
Huhu
3 papers in 5 periods?
Impossible lah ok.
Seriously.
Medusa.
Acting all intellectual and shit.
You bore me to tears.
Get a hold of yourself.
Went bowling today.
Hah.
One moment i'm getting strikes and the next,the longkang.
Huhu
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Saturday, August 11, 2007
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Today was one SUPER tiring day k.
AND...hmm, I unfortunately found out a piece of news that pissed me off like mad.
This particular fucker found my x boyfriend hot and said that he was blind to have me as his gf.
You tell me, how can i not be pissed.
I swear...i have said only the nicest things about her coz i dun noe her and therefore cannot judge.
And here she made that damn statement eh.
I somehow cannot get over it.
If only we were back in Fajar i will so go up to her and ask her straight in the face.
What the FUCK la woman!!!!
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Met up with the bestie and bombom.
I miss them oh so much.
I need updates man.
Hope dear Adam gets better from the accident that threw him off his bike...Haiz...race some more la dude..
And to darling Majidah...sorry again I could not attend your sis's wedding.
I miss u babe..we shall catch up soon..
I'm super glad that we kept in touch after all these yrs since pri sch.. =D
Ah and last but not least, get better soon Nir!
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Whee..Finally i have my very own purple room yo.
I suke!
AND...hmm, I unfortunately found out a piece of news that pissed me off like mad.
This particular fucker found my x boyfriend hot and said that he was blind to have me as his gf.
You tell me, how can i not be pissed.
I swear...i have said only the nicest things about her coz i dun noe her and therefore cannot judge.
And here she made that damn statement eh.
I somehow cannot get over it.
If only we were back in Fajar i will so go up to her and ask her straight in the face.
What the FUCK la woman!!!!
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Met up with the bestie and bombom.
I miss them oh so much.
I need updates man.
Hope dear Adam gets better from the accident that threw him off his bike...Haiz...race some more la dude..
And to darling Majidah...sorry again I could not attend your sis's wedding.
I miss u babe..we shall catch up soon..
I'm super glad that we kept in touch after all these yrs since pri sch.. =D
Ah and last but not least, get better soon Nir!
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Whee..Finally i have my very own purple room yo.
I suke!
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Thursday, August 09, 2007
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National day celebration in school today was rather boring.
I"m sorry i know it took alot of effort and time from the NE counsels
but,yeah....
The random meet up with the the babes of bling blang was just awesome.
They definitely made my day. =)
I"m sorry i know it took alot of effort and time from the NE counsels
but,yeah....
The random meet up with the the babes of bling blang was just awesome.
They definitely made my day. =)
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Friday, August 03, 2007
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School yesterday was a total drag
Being sick wasn't helpful at all.
Imagine going through your geog paper with a bleeding nose.
Disgusting and distracting la k.
AND
Since I'm still sick today,
I missed out on lunch with SC minahs...Boohoo =(
Stooopid flu and fever...urgh.
Well,hopefully there will be a next time.
I hope the guilty will be punished
I'm not being biased or hateful here.
I just want justice. Thats all.
Its funny how you and i see each other in school every day and just walk past each other without any form of communication or acknowledgment. Weird? I dunno.
Blasting in my i pod this instance
Sunrise Avenue
Being sick wasn't helpful at all.
Imagine going through your geog paper with a bleeding nose.
Disgusting and distracting la k.
AND
Since I'm still sick today,
I missed out on lunch with SC minahs...Boohoo =(
Stooopid flu and fever...urgh.
Well,hopefully there will be a next time.
I hope the guilty will be punished
I'm not being biased or hateful here.
I just want justice. Thats all.
Its funny how you and i see each other in school every day and just walk past each other without any form of communication or acknowledgment. Weird? I dunno.
Blasting in my i pod this instance
Sunrise Avenue
- Forever Yours
There are times I can leave my heart wide open
There are days I believe I can heal wounds on me
There are times I could come to you and hurt you
I could easily bring your tears
I could send you to hell, I know you
[2x]
I will find something more
Someone I am made for
Shame on you baby
Forever yours
You were mine and I was yours for one night
You were mine and there is no one who's like me
These screams they wake me up in the night
They violently fill my room
They keep me awake. I hate you
[4x]
I will find something more
Someone I am made for
Shame on you baby
Forever yours
[whisper]
Forever yours
[3x]
I will find something more
Someone I am made for
Shame on you baby
Forever yours