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Sunday, January 28, 2007
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I'll say this loud and clear once and for all
I will not have anything against people who have done nothing wrong to me despite what they have done to others.
Its not that i don't care or that i dun have a clear distinction between right and wrong
I definitely do not like what they are doing to others But give me a good reason as to why i have to involve myself in other people's bussines when the person they are against have done nothing wrong towards me?
This is my point of view.I'm entitled to it aren't I?
Like i have told YOU many times before, i will only fight back if the person has stepped on my toes.
As for now, i can't fight the war for you.
You created it.You end it.
niways dear nir, here are the pics
I will not have anything against people who have done nothing wrong to me despite what they have done to others.
Its not that i don't care or that i dun have a clear distinction between right and wrong
I definitely do not like what they are doing to others But give me a good reason as to why i have to involve myself in other people's bussines when the person they are against have done nothing wrong towards me?
This is my point of view.I'm entitled to it aren't I?
Like i have told YOU many times before, i will only fight back if the person has stepped on my toes.
As for now, i can't fight the war for you.
You created it.You end it.
niways dear nir, here are the pics
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
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you are really fake
u are as genuine as a manequine
Someone asked me will i fall in love again after Radzi
i really dunno.
all i know, now is not the time.
there is a time for everything and rite now i don't need nor do i want any distractions
cannot...cannot...CANNOT!!!!
i can't wait for sat..
shall we meet up
missing you guys....
u are as genuine as a manequine
Someone asked me will i fall in love again after Radzi
i really dunno.
all i know, now is not the time.
there is a time for everything and rite now i don't need nor do i want any distractions
cannot...cannot...CANNOT!!!!
i can't wait for sat..
shall we meet up
missing you guys....
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
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School has been tough for me in terms of academic wise
It hit me that i don't actually have much time to prepare for the A's
I've been stressed out by various number of people..
And the never ending assignments are really taking its toll on my sleep
Sigh..i think my social life is like non-existent as i spend most of my waking moments at home either to study,spend time with my family or to catch up on sleep
Yesterday was a really interesting family outing
My dad,me n 5 of my cousins went to my dad's working place (gym) and worked out
haaaa...it was weird, to see how all my male cousins so conscious about their abs and muscles
Comparing against each other ..like as though just by doing a few arm presses their muscles can pop up like daisies... gundula
On the other hand, me n my only other female cousin were well, on the treadmill most of the time.heh
O, and it was the first time i saw my dad work out..for 2 hrs straight man.
Scary la, when he lift the weights n stuff all his veins seem to pop out...!
AND ..ALL of them said i put on weight and i look like a puffer fish...how sweet la huh. sheesh. basket sia...kla i admit that when i am stress i tend to eat more....what to do?
ANYWAYS... i really dig john legend's soulful voice.
i think i might get his cd.
I featured his song in my "music video" corner
Do check it out yea.
It hit me that i don't actually have much time to prepare for the A's
I've been stressed out by various number of people..
And the never ending assignments are really taking its toll on my sleep
Sigh..i think my social life is like non-existent as i spend most of my waking moments at home either to study,spend time with my family or to catch up on sleep
Yesterday was a really interesting family outing
My dad,me n 5 of my cousins went to my dad's working place (gym) and worked out
haaaa...it was weird, to see how all my male cousins so conscious about their abs and muscles
Comparing against each other ..like as though just by doing a few arm presses their muscles can pop up like daisies... gundula
On the other hand, me n my only other female cousin were well, on the treadmill most of the time.heh
O, and it was the first time i saw my dad work out..for 2 hrs straight man.
Scary la, when he lift the weights n stuff all his veins seem to pop out...!
AND ..ALL of them said i put on weight and i look like a puffer fish...how sweet la huh. sheesh. basket sia...kla i admit that when i am stress i tend to eat more....what to do?
ANYWAYS... i really dig john legend's soulful voice.
i think i might get his cd.
I featured his song in my "music video" corner
Do check it out yea.
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I realized as I lay down to sleep We haven't spoke in weeks So many things that I'd like to know Come have a talk with me I need a sign, something I can see Why all the mystery? I try not to fall for make believe But what is reality? Where do we go? What do we know? Life has to have a meaning Show me the light Show me the way Show that you're listening Show me that you love me Show me that you walk with me Hopefully, just above me Heaven's watching over me Guess it's funny how I say thanks to you For all you've given me Sometimes the price of what you gave to me I can't stop questioning O God of love, peace, and mercy Why so much suffering? I pray for the world, it gets worse to me Wonder if you're listening When people go Why do they go? Why don't you choose me? But someday I know I'm gonna go I hope you're waiting for me Show me that you love me Show me that you walk with me Hopefully, just above me Heaven's watching over me Maybe we'll talk Some other night Right now I'll take it easy Won't spent my time Waiting to die Enjoy the life I'm living Show me that you love me Show me that you walk with me Hopefully, just above me Heaven's watching over me | ||||
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
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I am SO pissed la!!!
i was almost late to sch today so i rushed out of my house n forgot to bring my money, cash card , student fare card and other stuff
so when i took the bus home today i had to borrow 2 55cent coins from my friend as i had to take 2 buses in order to get home
then this bloody SBS 157 bus came.
i paid 55cents ( student's fare) and i was stopped by the driver.
he did not believe that i was a student and said that it may not be my uniform and demanded me to show my bus pass which i left at home.that was my fault. but then again,i was in my freaking school uniform with other millennians all around and the bus stopped directly opposite my school where the view of many students in MI UNIFORM are all around!!!!
how can he not believe that i was a student there?? i mean like what the hell??
so i tried to reason out with him saying that the uniform i was wearing is mine..like duh!..and that i only had one stop(no choice la ok,it was raining....had to take a bus) and he still demanded me to pay 90cents when i had only 50cents left so in da end i had to pay $1.05 cause i did not want to make a scene..its not about the money but its just how unfair i was treated. i know it is partly my fault for not having my student fare card with me but i was in my school uniform and he still did not believe that i was a student. i mean, he think i so damn free to borrow someone else's uniform just to get the student's fare isit...?? eeeeeeei.. and when i took 180 home and paid 55cents(borrow frm my friend AGAIN)..the driver was fine, no demanding of student pass ,...so what la??? what la.....i have never felt so annoyed before. if my 2 friends were not with me in the bus, i don't think anyone would have defended me. u guys should know how i am, so yea i rather pay n not cause a scene though i have been wronged. haiyo!!!!!!!! i wanna complain to SBS la!!!! but i dunno if i would be blamed for not having my bus pass with me even though i was in uniform.. CRAP.
i was almost late to sch today so i rushed out of my house n forgot to bring my money, cash card , student fare card and other stuff
so when i took the bus home today i had to borrow 2 55cent coins from my friend as i had to take 2 buses in order to get home
then this bloody SBS 157 bus came.
i paid 55cents ( student's fare) and i was stopped by the driver.
he did not believe that i was a student and said that it may not be my uniform and demanded me to show my bus pass which i left at home.that was my fault. but then again,i was in my freaking school uniform with other millennians all around and the bus stopped directly opposite my school where the view of many students in MI UNIFORM are all around!!!!
how can he not believe that i was a student there?? i mean like what the hell??
so i tried to reason out with him saying that the uniform i was wearing is mine..like duh!..and that i only had one stop(no choice la ok,it was raining....had to take a bus) and he still demanded me to pay 90cents when i had only 50cents left so in da end i had to pay $1.05 cause i did not want to make a scene..its not about the money but its just how unfair i was treated. i know it is partly my fault for not having my student fare card with me but i was in my school uniform and he still did not believe that i was a student. i mean, he think i so damn free to borrow someone else's uniform just to get the student's fare isit...?? eeeeeeei.. and when i took 180 home and paid 55cents(borrow frm my friend AGAIN)..the driver was fine, no demanding of student pass ,...so what la??? what la.....i have never felt so annoyed before. if my 2 friends were not with me in the bus, i don't think anyone would have defended me. u guys should know how i am, so yea i rather pay n not cause a scene though i have been wronged. haiyo!!!!!!!! i wanna complain to SBS la!!!! but i dunno if i would be blamed for not having my bus pass with me even though i was in uniform.. CRAP.
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
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I'm surrounded by expectations that i just can't escape
expectations that are so hard to fill
it drives me nuts
its like a nightmare that i live through over and over again everyday
you're all waiting for me to make the decision
the hardest decision that i have to achieve to make you happy
No one understands.
And I'm all alone...
expectations that are so hard to fill
it drives me nuts
its like a nightmare that i live through over and over again everyday
you're all waiting for me to make the decision
the hardest decision that i have to achieve to make you happy
No one understands.
And I'm all alone...
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Saturday, January 13, 2007
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I really could not help but feel a sense of loss and sadness when i heard what a family friend had to go through
He is the sweetest n coolest grandfather i know
behind his laughter and smile lies heartache and sorrow
He watched helplessly with his children while his wife died in his arms..
He spent many golden years with her...they truly did grow old gracefully together
He told us that it tore him to pieces,
he said he felt like a part of him had died along with her..
And he took almost a year to recover..
Its really scary and rather unbearable to know that one day you are going to lose the one you love...
But then again,its fate and God knows best..
From today onwards, i'm going to cherish every second,the moments spent with my loved ones.
For everyone i love holds a special place in my heart...
He is the sweetest n coolest grandfather i know
behind his laughter and smile lies heartache and sorrow
He watched helplessly with his children while his wife died in his arms..
He spent many golden years with her...they truly did grow old gracefully together
He told us that it tore him to pieces,
he said he felt like a part of him had died along with her..
And he took almost a year to recover..
Its really scary and rather unbearable to know that one day you are going to lose the one you love...
But then again,its fate and God knows best..
From today onwards, i'm going to cherish every second,the moments spent with my loved ones.
For everyone i love holds a special place in my heart...
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
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I know what i want.
Now the only question is how am i gonna get it?
There are many routes.
But which to choose?
I had time to think.
I've made up my mind,
I am definitely gonna challenge the situation
Being single is not all bad.
No complains.Though it needs some getting use to.
I don't understand you..i really don't
Aren't u tired of the same old thing????
What is going through your head i wonder?
How Do u sustain it?
I MISS MY GIRLS!!!
I MISS MY GUYS!!!
Dammit..every1's busy, life ain't it?
Now the only question is how am i gonna get it?
There are many routes.
But which to choose?
I had time to think.
I've made up my mind,
I am definitely gonna challenge the situation
Being single is not all bad.
No complains.Though it needs some getting use to.
I don't understand you..i really don't
Aren't u tired of the same old thing????
What is going through your head i wonder?
How Do u sustain it?
I MISS MY GIRLS!!!
I MISS MY GUYS!!!
Dammit..every1's busy, life ain't it?
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
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yesterday was fun fun fun!!! i got to spend my entire day with the whole family and at night we had dinner at one of my uncle's house i finally understand and appreciate the importance of family i really cherish them so much everyone can be themselves, no pressure no nothing. definitely regretted some of the times that i chose friends over family...
anyways, orientation is over.thank goodness.
now i can focus on my studies.i did not break up with my bf for no reason.
about the last entry.Pls ignore cause it has been solved. i hope.
if there are any grudges or anything its really up to u
our intention was not to step on anybody else's toes.
its just us wanting to express our concern. thats all.
today me mommy bought me new specs frame! its metallic green and black! wheee... coz well, my older frame is kindda falling apart random i noe...hur
anyways, orientation is over.thank goodness.
now i can focus on my studies.i did not break up with my bf for no reason.
about the last entry.Pls ignore cause it has been solved. i hope.
if there are any grudges or anything its really up to u
our intention was not to step on anybody else's toes.
its just us wanting to express our concern. thats all.
today me mommy bought me new specs frame! its metallic green and black! wheee... coz well, my older frame is kindda falling apart random i noe...hur
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BAD BAD DAY
Thursday, January 04, 2007
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i'm still not used to the new MI...i miss the old toh tuck campus
i know i know...only been a few days at the new campus but it's just sooo...different
in the old campus i see every1 everywhere n now its like as though the sch is deserted
plus half the students whom are from bartley are like strangers to me coz i have neither seen or talked to them b4 apart from the SCs
aniways 2day, the 2nd day of orientation was fine
till the ending came it sux la ok tanx to a few people
so blardy annoying.
they want people to respect them yet they are showing none to peers who are of equal standing
i understand that stress, rushing n everything can really make a person say things that they dun mean.but at the end of the day when everything has ended,they're still stress and all? bullshit la. some dun even apologies at all n neither do they accept criticism on their part. thanks for making my day end so crappy la huh
btw, hate people who include themselves and butt into my business when its none of their concern.
i know i know...only been a few days at the new campus but it's just sooo...different
in the old campus i see every1 everywhere n now its like as though the sch is deserted
plus half the students whom are from bartley are like strangers to me coz i have neither seen or talked to them b4 apart from the SCs
aniways 2day, the 2nd day of orientation was fine
till the ending came it sux la ok tanx to a few people
so blardy annoying.
they want people to respect them yet they are showing none to peers who are of equal standing
i understand that stress, rushing n everything can really make a person say things that they dun mean.but at the end of the day when everything has ended,they're still stress and all? bullshit la. some dun even apologies at all n neither do they accept criticism on their part. thanks for making my day end so crappy la huh
btw, hate people who include themselves and butt into my business when its none of their concern.
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
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I know people change
too bad that i remember u how u used to be
u have definitely changed that i don't really know u anymore
i'd need time to get use to the new u
just wait a little while longer n i'll be fine
I duno y when i really DUN need it sum1 HAS TO BE A PAIN
cannot carik pasal with me another day isit?ALAMAK!!any other day is better than 2daela dei!
But no matter wad u r my bestie n if we dun fight...hmm..there really is sumthing wrong but then again...ANNOYING NYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Orientation is 2moro!...cialat, 45 new students to face..not to mention i have to deal with a new environment, new classmates, teachers n a new sch.
Wish me luck!
too bad that i remember u how u used to be
u have definitely changed that i don't really know u anymore
i'd need time to get use to the new u
just wait a little while longer n i'll be fine
I duno y when i really DUN need it sum1 HAS TO BE A PAIN
cannot carik pasal with me another day isit?ALAMAK!!any other day is better than 2daela dei!
But no matter wad u r my bestie n if we dun fight...hmm..there really is sumthing wrong but then again...ANNOYING NYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Orientation is 2moro!...cialat, 45 new students to face..not to mention i have to deal with a new environment, new classmates, teachers n a new sch.
Wish me luck!