Ra Ra Ra

Its already late at night or should i say early morning,
my eyelids heavy yet my thoughts refuse to subside
i definitely identified the roses among the thorns...sadden but not dampened
there's just too much 'drama' happening around me, be it family or friends
it deeply saddens me
i realize that i can truly only depend on myself to solve all the hurdles in life coming my way
unlike others whereby siblings may be their 'lifeline'
i have never experienced such a bond,i definitely am envious
I'm not saying that i am not contented with what God has given me
Cause though at times i desire more(due to human nature & this materialistic world we're living in), God knows best and i truly am grateful & thankful for everything that has been bestowed upon me
i do believe that things turn out for the best eventually and that every tribulation in life just makes us stronger

As stated by wiyah ;
The game of life is a game of boomerangs...
Our thoughts, deeds and words...
Return to us sooner or later with astounding accuracy...
How true indeed...

i hope i won't contradict myself in this situation
nor will i be fickle n go back on my own words
stick to my decision.. oh my yes i have to...ryte?