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been rather bz these few days due to my cuzzie's wedding
initially it was rather awkward being surrounded with adults whom were strangers to me the camera man, videographer, the bestman , the other bride's maid, the 'mak andam',etc3 but sumhow, they turn out to be really nice and cool. the wedding definately turned out well though there are certain issues that...just cant be helped but go wrong through the wedding too true colours are shown anyhows,pictures will be uploaded soon!... gona get sum rest now..Zzzz
your expectations just blew me away
i don't know if i can ever reach it but i hope i will it would definately make me the happiest person in the world if i were able to acheive it and make u not only proud of me but happy and contented i looked at you and i just saw me staring right back mirror mirror mirror... i don't know what fate has in store for us but, irregardless, pls stay in my life if not like now, at least as my friend. for i can't afford to lose someone like you i'm just glad that our paths crossed and we happened how unfortunate that simplicity has lost its place in this world...
Today was definately a very interesting day
As usual, we SLs had our leadership course i initially went with the mindset of:'wad the hell,be here coz i have to' but then as the lessons went on,i realise that sum of the stuff taught are actually relavant and can be applied to everyday life and also as a person anyways,one event that i will always remember will be the last activity we carried out we were all split into 2 grp regardless of SC or FL.. we had to hold on to each other tightly while still in a circle formation while our 2 coaches tried to pull us out of the circle so basically every1 HAS to hold to everyone else tightly and not let go if we were late in any formation,we had to do 10 push ups it was definately physically challenging...i mean, everyone had minor bruses n stuff but at the end of the day i really did feel closer to each n every1 of my grp members and it was fun...definately
2dae...my 1yr 9mth ann....yay!!
me n syg...happy ann to us love u dear,muah
Forgiven but not forgotten
The day i will forget Will be the day when All the hurt turns into memories Don't tread the water Just stay still Don't pull me under Into the deep I won't be bothered By ur shit n lies Its getting further away I can't get hold of it anymore Tho i've tried..its like of no use Think b4 u speak Ur motor mouth is non-stp blabber It's pissing people off In case u haven't notice Y must u always make urself the attention of the universe? Since sec sch mind u Sad to say tho i love u guys We are drifting apart..Sumhow
2dae was my hari raya outing with my dearies...
tho 3 gundu guys back out last min...it definately turn out fine and super fun. will upload the pics later.. 4 now, here's my SC pic outing yest!!...enjoy ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
Jln raye with the SCs(well sum of em')heh... was FUN3!
will upload the pics later... cant wait 4 my other 2 outings..with my dearies n my MI mates!
PW is O V E R!!!!!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! hah...now i can finally enjoy my hols...
memorising the script 4 PW is such a TORTURE!
i swear..i really get all clammy and tensed up when i have to face an audience S-C-A-RY!!!!!EEEEEEEEEEEEEEI not only do i need to memorise but i also need flow la sia plus voice projection, eye contact, QnA...wah piang... i really xxx100000000 hate it!! does M@%^&^$%# make u THAT cranky???
PW- pain in the ass
-deprivation of sleep -self realization -never ending can't wait for this crap to end. a weight lifted off my shoulders it will be. OMG!! i am getting hooked on Korean dramas man. the way they can make u cry..almk!.. i still cant really imagine how weird i look to my dad as i cry in front of the tv.. hmm?....
sometimes all i want is just to hide away frm the world
a world that is so quick to judge a world which defines beauty as being stick thin where achieving perfection means going under the knife where war and mass destruction has become a way of life where time waits for no man where being individualistic has become a means of survival where the gap btwn the rich and the poor can never meet where food will result in either obesity or starvation what is becoming of the world? now more than ever i wish i was a punk rock girl with flowers in my hair
i was so sure of what i wanted i was aiming and working towards u but now that i've seen you i dun know what i want anymore i want to reach out to you and ease ur pain i want to put a smile on ur face despite ur disability ur so innocent and pure.. god has put before you a challenge that you have to face ur strong..i know you are.so are ur parents n every1 ard you i hope this is what i really want n can do..that this yearn to help you will stay in me. if i really cld reach out, to ease ur pain, bring u happiness despite the rain and be ur confidant, u'd definately bring more meaning into my life so what do i really want?long term and all?i really am not sure. i hate it if my goal in life is now uncertain..that i really have a change of heart i was so sure of what i wanted... i really was... and now, i really dun noe anymore. to my girlfriends...i really miss ur presence in my life. malay a'level paper 2day was almost a disaster. i swear i will be such a blur sotong whenever deprivation of slp occurs not only was i late 4 the paper,but i went into the wrong class.. smart..thank god,somehow...i managed to finish the paper apologies to the classmates to have made u guys worried... PW...oh man,its defiantely taking its toll on me.. my stage fright prob is gona be a major issue on presentation day. i just hope to keep my cool n not let my grp down... to that someone:i'm done with you. this will be the last.ur wrapped up in ur own world of make beliefs.the last entry was a waste of gd space.i can't be bothered anymore.A true friend wld have never hurt me like you did.I never wanted to continue but u insisted with ur stubbornness and pride.Since u chose honesty.so be it.u want to talk abt maturity?take a look at urself before u comment on others. ur definately far frm it.before stating get ur facts right.
Lifehouse-hanging by a moment
Desperate for a changing Starving for truth Closer to where i started Chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you Forgetting all i'm lacking Completely incomplete I'll take your invitation You take all of me Now..i'm falling even more in love with you ![]() letting go of all i've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing i know I'm running and not quite sure where to go and I don't know what i'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you There's nothing else to lose There's nothing left to find There's nothing in the world That could change my mind There is nothing else There is nothing else There is nothing else... ![]() Desperate for changing Starving for truth Closer to where i started Chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing i know I'm running and not quite sure where to go and i don't know what i'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you Just hanging by a moment Hanging by a moment... Hanging by a moment... Hanging by a moment here with you
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Indeed the choice was no ![]() ![]() though old with age n small in size, it definately brought us closer. memories, frenships and much more were built.a swt and homey place it turned out to be.sadly we're moving to the new ![]() |
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