Ra Ra Ra

first of all when i asked u guys out when ur free...is that not considering ur time? like WHEN U ARE FREE??and 2ndly i can't read minds.after all these years u have never said anything abt me recognizing ur clothes.ppl do that to me all the time as well as telling me that i'm getting fatter bla bla bla n i really dun mind coz to me it is the truth. i noe we are diff so we feel differently, but i still duno if u wont tell. so u kept it all this while n made me belief that we're close?so is any of it real? when u said we're best frens n that u appreciated my straightforward personality?any of it? ok if i were in ur shoes,yes i will get irritated with some of the things that i've said but have u tried to be in my shoes?and it was like 4 yrs ago...like u said we were still 'young' then. it really makes me curious that u read just one blog entry n ignored the rest. when my grandmother passed awy..when my uncle died in a car crash..when my parents had a minor car accident..when my mom was in the operating room..when i was stressed up with sch n other shits, the 'gang' that u labelled them to be were there with me every step of the way.so how can i not be more attached to them?i'm not sayin that u have to care n ask me if i'm ok coz obviously u dun read my blog everyday ryte plus u got other ppl to care abt.thats fine but to say that i only think of my own free time n saying being ard me is dreadful plus saying that i flaunt,well that is just way out of line coz i dun..i just wana share things with u guys coz like u said so obviously i am the only child.what to me is sharing to u is flaunting.u say things at ur own mindset without care.n i presume that this is all fair that u asked the permission of the other 2 to talk me down when i am only one person huh? i really din want to bother but u had to make it continue.up to u la.i tried to talk to u nicely without any anger or sarcasm but since ur full of it, here we are again.