Let Go & Jump In
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Where I have Been
Australia
Indonesia
Malaysia
Thailand
Cambodia
Saudi Arabia
USA
Taiwan


Where I've Lived-
Singapore
Melbourne,Australia


Where I want to go-
Turkey
Eygpt
Japan
Korea
Spain
Europe
Latin America
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hmmm yea
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
first of all when i asked u guys out when ur free...is that not considering ur time? like WHEN U ARE FREE??and 2ndly i can't read minds.after all these years u have never said anything abt me recognizing ur clothes.ppl do that to me all the time as well as telling me that i'm getting fatter bla bla bla n i really dun mind coz to me it is the truth. i noe we are diff so we feel differently, but i still duno if u wont tell. so u kept it all this while n made me belief that we're close?so is any of it real? when u said we're best frens n that u appreciated my straightforward personality?any of it? ok if i were in ur shoes,yes i will get irritated with some of the things that i've said but have u tried to be in my shoes?and it was like 4 yrs ago...like u said we were still 'young' then. it really makes me curious that u read just one blog entry n ignored the rest. when my grandmother passed awy..when my uncle died in a car crash..when my parents had a minor car accident..when my mom was in the operating room..when i was stressed up with sch n other shits, the 'gang' that u labelled them to be were there with me every step of the way.so how can i not be more attached to them?i'm not sayin that u have to care n ask me if i'm ok coz obviously u dun read my blog everyday ryte plus u got other ppl to care abt.thats fine but to say that i only think of my own free time n saying being ard me is dreadful plus saying that i flaunt,well that is just way out of line coz i dun..i just wana share things with u guys coz like u said so obviously i am the only child.what to me is sharing to u is flaunting.u say things at ur own mindset without care.n i presume that this is all fair that u asked the permission of the other 2 to talk me down when i am only one person huh? i really din want to bother but u had to make it continue.up to u la.i tried to talk to u nicely without any anger or sarcasm but since ur full of it, here we are again.
updates
Monday, October 30, 2006
havent been updating lately..been pretty busy
PW is just *%^$@#! i freaking hate it ok!
almk..really ah...sigh
anyways on the lighter note...yayness! to me for being promoted along with other frens
but unfortunately a few have been dropped out,n its really sad to see them leave.
esp fira,she has been the one n only person who can bring a smile to anyone's face..
i'm really going to miss her lots...including her infectious laughter...sigh..
Hari raya have been fun.got to spend time with the family n of course collecting all the green packets...nyeheheh..now all i'm waiting for is the hari raya outing with my frens.. which will only happen after my Oral Presentation(OP)...sigh,...must wait so long siol..
n this fri...almk..mly a'level exam...my mly language sux i tell u...so embaressing can? my own second language n i sux at ,it i used to be pretty gd at it till now. i oso duno y...
niways wish me luck 4 OP n mly paper!...
False Accusations
Monday, October 16, 2006
It's really nerve wrecking to know that as i spend my day 2moro with my friends and my bf,in school,the teachers are actually deciding our fate. Weather we will get promoted or we will get kicked out of school....argh...i hate this feeling of not knowing...shit.

AND JUST SO U NOE,JUST BECAUSE I KEEP QUIET DOES NOT MEAN I DUN NOE THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TALKING BAD BEHIND MY BACK PUBLISHING IT ONLINE FOR THE WOLRD TO SEE.THANKS.
Childhood Reminiscences
Thursday, October 12, 2006


I miss my childhood days
Without a care in the world.Where time stops when you're having fun
When all you can think about is to play with your friends..
I definitely love the old playground.Playing in the sand
Especially the swings...
Feeling the wind blowing in my hair.Hoping to go as high as the sky.
How wonderful to relive all that again..
Hah,sadly with my current weight now,I definately will break the chains on the swings instead
I remember how i used to get so excited seeing the ice cream man..chosing my friendship bracelets with my friends..attending birthday parties..choosing my favourite colour ribbons to be tied on my ponytail..to have spend time with my parents and have their undivided attention on me.
I remember how i wished i would grow up as quickly as i could
I remember wishing to grow up quickly so that i would be able to wear my mommy's high-heeled shoes
I remember how easy it was to think of what i wanted to be when i grow up..a teacher, a dancer, a doctor, a vet and it goes on changing every single day.
How i wished i had just taken the time to grow up and enjoy my childhood
Definately gone were the days where things were so simple.
How have things gotten so complex?
Why do i find myself spending more time with friends than my own parents?
Is it really the age gap?I dun think so.
And i constantly find myself over analysing things that are actually so simple..
I honestly wish that i could relive those moments again..
To be oh so excited everyday wanting to play on the swings..to play kiddish games..to be oh so shy around the boy who held my hand as we walked in twos..to get the teacher's attention to be her favourite girl in class for the day..to rush to the canteen to find my friends and to seat at our favourite table during lunch time..to eat all the yummy food in the canteen without care about the calories and weight issues..to play happily getting all sweaty and have fun without caring what i look like..how i wish things were as simple as they were before.
How i wish i didn't have to rush for time
How i wish time would tick just for me
How i wish i didn't rush to grow up.
How i wish i could remain a child..a child of innocence and curiosity always
the message
one message that will either make me or break me
will either give me the future that i want or not
make my dreams into reality or remain a dream
make me smile or cry
make me happy or fill me with endless regret
see how important this is to me?
y wont that reply come soon..?
i need to know.i really need to...BADLY
friendships
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
i really don't know when to let go
especially if its friendship that is involved
honestly i noe that my frenship with 3 classmates frm sec sch is slowly fading
i tried to make time but u guys arent doing the same
so u c this is me.i find it so hard to let go of ppl
really hard.
but den again sum1 once told me that frens come and go
only true friends remains...i guess that sum1 is ryte
u guys(my dearies) have never left my side. and i am thankful for that
you guys are like the boifrens i never had..never leaving my side even when i throw tantrums and even when i have horrible mood swings...love u guys to bits k!
new friendships are formed in MI n i hope that most of the frenships will remain tho i know that some will just disappear once graduated
no matter i guess i shld just cherish the moments n the time spent with each n every1 in my life now...
Thursday, October 05, 2006
how do you know enuf is enuf?
how do you know that u realli want out?
i realli dun
and its driving me crazieeeee
shit.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
one more stinking paper to go..
oh well,even if exams are over..there is always PW...
no relaxation till the oral presentation is over..darn
To all the ppl who matters ...lets mit up soon!!!!

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