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where did you go?
i miss u so it feels like its been forever since u've been gone pls come back hm.... what fira said to me kindda stuck to my mind even till 2dae i still ponder and ask myself is my life really unbalanced??? i am totally missing out on the fun n frens department am i too obssessed with sch werk n exams? ppl have been complainin to me that they dun c me ard in sch as much i never disappeared..its just that i'm in class..frm morning till my last period i just dun see the need to walk ard in sch n waste my time goin down to the canteen to eat unless i absolutely need to i realise that i am definately not as outing,opinionative,fun, crazy or wacky as any of u ...i do noe that but i cant change myself now can i? i'm me its just me..i'm quiet thats the way i am i am no longer the same nadia frm sec sch i've changed ,ppl change...not that i'm exactly superbly thrilled abt the person i am 2dae..i am missing out on the fun..i noe i let frenships slip awy sometimes i noe i let u get to me..unfortunately.i noe i'm stress i'm really loosing my mind.. i have straight Fs...ppl tell me to have a back up plan well i dun i want my Physiotherapy irregardless of what u ppl tell me ;i dun care! that has been my dream the longest time n i intend to make it my reality..**** u ppl who dun believe in me..i'm trying n i intend to try harder if it turns me into a boring person so be it what do u care?ur not me so piss off and u! u are a freaking pain i blardy hate u .ARGH i hate me .. where are u guys?i dun c u anywhere anymore..i need u ppl! Is this just pure mental break down of the exam stress? will i be myself again? i hope so....i hope so... |
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