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swt msges
Thursday, August 31, 2006
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2dae b4 our teachers day celebrations 2moro mr andrew proposed to the class to write a msg to each other on a post-it
the msged were swt/funi/sarcastic.
it definately made me day
one msg was an impt one. hope that it may turn things ard 4 the better
i admit the last entry i posted was out of anger,but i wont delete it awy coz it sreves as a reminder what anger can make me do..to the person involved,once again i do hope we can start our frenship anew despite our differences coz after all..we are classmates
and anyways 2moro morning nat n tutz will b at ma hse in the morning b4 sch 2 help pic out my outfit...excited for the celebrations 2moro. whoo hoo...n one more thing i truely am sori to the SCs. for my absence..truely
the msged were swt/funi/sarcastic.
it definately made me day
one msg was an impt one. hope that it may turn things ard 4 the better
i admit the last entry i posted was out of anger,but i wont delete it awy coz it sreves as a reminder what anger can make me do..to the person involved,once again i do hope we can start our frenship anew despite our differences coz after all..we are classmates
and anyways 2moro morning nat n tutz will b at ma hse in the morning b4 sch 2 help pic out my outfit...excited for the celebrations 2moro. whoo hoo...n one more thing i truely am sori to the SCs. for my absence..truely
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urgh!
Monday, August 28, 2006
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no matter how hard i try i cant seem to even like u
like urgh..of all ppl i'm stuck with u..sheesh
guess wad ? i dun like u either la uh
if oni u havent started being a pain and trying to find fault with me n test my patience,i wld have tolerated ur nonsense even tho i never liked u frm the begining (there was never a frenship formed frm the begining only two-faced lies)
so childish ,u think i stop n look at which finger i lay on the table...
ya next time when put down finger must cheak n see which one..hah
its natural la dei,even sum teachers do that on the table
aiyo u all say as a class..shld have class spirit..bla bla bla..same la
oni bother abt ur clique n thats it.
2 annoying ppl that i have to face everyday..wad luck.
bet u dun wana c me either..vice verca
like urgh..of all ppl i'm stuck with u..sheesh
guess wad ? i dun like u either la uh
if oni u havent started being a pain and trying to find fault with me n test my patience,i wld have tolerated ur nonsense even tho i never liked u frm the begining (there was never a frenship formed frm the begining only two-faced lies)
so childish ,u think i stop n look at which finger i lay on the table...
ya next time when put down finger must cheak n see which one..hah
its natural la dei,even sum teachers do that on the table
aiyo u all say as a class..shld have class spirit..bla bla bla..same la
oni bother abt ur clique n thats it.
2 annoying ppl that i have to face everyday..wad luck.
bet u dun wana c me either..vice verca
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madness
Sunday, August 27, 2006
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3 more wks
to exams...
scary or wad????
so many things to do so little time
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What she said
Thursday, August 24, 2006
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where did you go?
i miss u so
it feels like its been forever since u've been gone
pls come back hm....
what fira said to me kindda stuck to my mind
even till 2dae i still ponder and ask myself
is my life really unbalanced???
i am totally missing out on the fun n frens department
am i too obssessed with sch werk n exams?
ppl have been complainin to me that they dun c me ard in sch as much
i never disappeared..its just that i'm in class..frm morning till my last period
i just dun see the need to walk ard in sch n waste my time goin down to the canteen to eat unless i absolutely need to
i realise that i am definately not as outing,opinionative,fun, crazy or wacky as any of u ...i do noe that but i cant change myself now can i?
i'm me its just me..i'm quiet thats the way i am
i am no longer the same nadia frm sec sch
i've changed ,ppl change...not that i'm exactly superbly thrilled abt the person i am 2dae..i am missing out on the fun..i noe
i let frenships slip awy sometimes i noe
i let u get to me..unfortunately.i noe
i'm stress i'm really loosing my mind..
i have straight Fs...ppl tell me to have a back up plan well i dun
i want my Physiotherapy irregardless of what u ppl tell me ;i dun care!
that has been my dream the longest time n i intend to make it my reality..**** u ppl who dun believe in me..i'm trying n i intend to try harder if it turns me into a boring person so be it
what do u care?ur not me so piss off
and u! u are a freaking pain i blardy hate u .ARGH
i hate me ..
where are u guys?i dun c u anywhere anymore..i need u ppl!
Is this just pure mental break down of the exam stress?
will i be myself again?
i hope so....i hope so...
i miss u so
it feels like its been forever since u've been gone
pls come back hm....
what fira said to me kindda stuck to my mind
even till 2dae i still ponder and ask myself
is my life really unbalanced???
i am totally missing out on the fun n frens department
am i too obssessed with sch werk n exams?
ppl have been complainin to me that they dun c me ard in sch as much
i never disappeared..its just that i'm in class..frm morning till my last period
i just dun see the need to walk ard in sch n waste my time goin down to the canteen to eat unless i absolutely need to
i realise that i am definately not as outing,opinionative,fun, crazy or wacky as any of u ...i do noe that but i cant change myself now can i?
i'm me its just me..i'm quiet thats the way i am
i am no longer the same nadia frm sec sch
i've changed ,ppl change...not that i'm exactly superbly thrilled abt the person i am 2dae..i am missing out on the fun..i noe
i let frenships slip awy sometimes i noe
i let u get to me..unfortunately.i noe
i'm stress i'm really loosing my mind..
i have straight Fs...ppl tell me to have a back up plan well i dun
i want my Physiotherapy irregardless of what u ppl tell me ;i dun care!
that has been my dream the longest time n i intend to make it my reality..**** u ppl who dun believe in me..i'm trying n i intend to try harder if it turns me into a boring person so be it
what do u care?ur not me so piss off
and u! u are a freaking pain i blardy hate u .ARGH
i hate me ..
where are u guys?i dun c u anywhere anymore..i need u ppl!
Is this just pure mental break down of the exam stress?
will i be myself again?
i hope so....i hope so...
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
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i cant slp,its driving me nuts
even my smile cant cover up my worries
even he can see right through me
i'm in trouble
i know whats at stake and yet i'm still not doing anything abt it
whats wrong with me??
can sum1 fix me?
i feel so alone..i'm drowning in my own thoughts n sorrows
fix me pls! anyone?sum1?
even my smile cant cover up my worries
even he can see right through me
i'm in trouble
i know whats at stake and yet i'm still not doing anything abt it
whats wrong with me??
can sum1 fix me?
i feel so alone..i'm drowning in my own thoughts n sorrows
fix me pls! anyone?sum1?
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For You
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My love blooms for you
like a flower in spring
like a piece of art
it's a beautiful thing.
I hold to it gently
and feel its light glow
as into my heart
it begins to flow.
It opens the petals
The dew it does drink
as into your eyes
my soul starts to sink.
My stomach aflutter
with butterfly wings
Emotions and thoughts
And other things.
Our love is endless
And bright as a star
God must really love me
To bring me to you
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Love & Friends..
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
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random
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to the girlfriend wiyah:my most sincere apologies to u ...i really terlupe n i feel damn guilty for it man..argh...i feel so bad la...happy belated b'dae gurl...i'd make it up to u k?promise...one big prezzie cuming rite up!i noe a present does not make it ok 4 forgetting ur bdae but its the least i cld do gurl to ease my guilt...once again so sori beb
sigh n back to mundane stuff on well yes promos...
y la ppl keep telling me abt getting kicked out of sch n shit?
i feel like crap man..i noe i am at fault..i'm trying here
n then the nagging never stops..
y oh y cant u be more understanding?
y are u giving up on me when ur my only hope of survival for this exam?
i love u radzi..dun ever leave my side..
sigh n back to mundane stuff on well yes promos...
y la ppl keep telling me abt getting kicked out of sch n shit?
i feel like crap man..i noe i am at fault..i'm trying here
n then the nagging never stops..
y oh y cant u be more understanding?
y are u giving up on me when ur my only hope of survival for this exam?
i love u radzi..dun ever leave my side..
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F i r e w o r k s
Sunday, August 13, 2006
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fireworks=beautiful + magical
friends + boyfriend= happiness fun n laughter
crowds=problem in finding a transportation to go hm
money= a new dress + taxi ride home
total addition=happiness + wanting more outings again
reality=study hard till promos(in 5 wks time) to get promoted to yr3
new findings-vintage wear online
friends + boyfriend= happiness fun n laughter
crowds=problem in finding a transportation to go hm
money= a new dress + taxi ride home
total addition=happiness + wanting more outings again
reality=study hard till promos(in 5 wks time) to get promoted to yr3
new findings-vintage wear online
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random
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
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shit happens every day
i thought u knew what i am goin thru
and yet u've made me feel worse
i told u my troubles n sorrows
and yet u threw it right back in my face with a smile
oh how shitty of u when u are actually sum1 i confide in
i noe u meant it as a joke or mayb even reverse psycology but yet it still hurts me so
even so frenship still remains coz i found a fren in u that none else posess n i stil love u all the same
laughter is the cure for pain n yet
it comes with a price to pay
i thought u knew what i am goin thru
and yet u've made me feel worse
i told u my troubles n sorrows
and yet u threw it right back in my face with a smile
oh how shitty of u when u are actually sum1 i confide in
i noe u meant it as a joke or mayb even reverse psycology but yet it still hurts me so
even so frenship still remains coz i found a fren in u that none else posess n i stil love u all the same
laughter is the cure for pain n yet
it comes with a price to pay
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MRI results
Sunday, August 06, 2006
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hmm ,well the results of the MRI shows that my ligaments are loose..
what does it mean exactly?
i have no idea..hehe..all i noe is that i have to undergo therapy to strengthen my ligaments n muscles..
hmm..one weird thing the doctor said to me was : with my condition i ought to be a gymnast...how funny is that??
what does it mean exactly?
i have no idea..hehe..all i noe is that i have to undergo therapy to strengthen my ligaments n muscles..
hmm..one weird thing the doctor said to me was : with my condition i ought to be a gymnast...how funny is that??
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rocker voice returns
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
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uh'huh oooo yeah...my rocker voice is back...
one reason n one reason only:i'm sick
i got freaked by my straight F results that rite now i'm working my ass off n i forgot to look after my health instead...so yeah
haiz..i really hope i can turn my grades ard
everyone has oh so high an expectation of me that i just go
oh man...i cant disappoint all who believes in me
so yeah..i so have to werk it man..
n oh ya 2moro the results of my MRI of my hip will be revealed
i hope all's ok...insya'Allah..
one reason n one reason only:i'm sick
i got freaked by my straight F results that rite now i'm working my ass off n i forgot to look after my health instead...so yeah
haiz..i really hope i can turn my grades ard
everyone has oh so high an expectation of me that i just go
oh man...i cant disappoint all who believes in me
so yeah..i so have to werk it man..
n oh ya 2moro the results of my MRI of my hip will be revealed
i hope all's ok...insya'Allah..