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EMOTIONAL RIDE
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
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sigh..2dae just totally suxed ..
basically my tears were like non stop flowing tap water for like 20 mins
thankz loads to adibah nat n tutz fer being there for me..
haiz..its been rather rough on me,and i'm basically the kind who likes to keep alot of my problems to myself n basically stay in silence n suffer
and when one day someone pushes that button like 2dae..i totally lost it
like totally ..i mean what u xpect me to do or react..my teacher told me that i may get kicked out of sch next yr if i dun do well in my promos...
wad kindda freaking encouragement is that????
what?? what??? sum1 tell me pls...
to make it worse i sometimes feel that my father really regret having me for a daughter,like i am a total failure in his eyes..
did u guys noe that when my mom was pregnant with me my dad had boys names in his head n when i was born he din noe wad to do or to name me coz i turned out to be a girl?
am i such a blardy disappointment to him??
i love my dad so much but haiz...he sure does noe how to hurt me
what to do??what? cannot give up ...i noe...
but rite now my spirit is broken..completely...i just have too much shit to deal with..i mean i have study issues n people issues!...i freaking hate a few of my classmates or shld i juz say a clique of em...damn asses la ok.. cant even be bothered to describe them anymore...i dun even noe if some of the frenship with me is genuine..haiz...sux like crazy
basically my life stinks.. duno y shit keeps happening to me
basically my tears were like non stop flowing tap water for like 20 mins
thankz loads to adibah nat n tutz fer being there for me..
haiz..its been rather rough on me,and i'm basically the kind who likes to keep alot of my problems to myself n basically stay in silence n suffer
and when one day someone pushes that button like 2dae..i totally lost it
like totally ..i mean what u xpect me to do or react..my teacher told me that i may get kicked out of sch next yr if i dun do well in my promos...
wad kindda freaking encouragement is that????
what?? what??? sum1 tell me pls...
to make it worse i sometimes feel that my father really regret having me for a daughter,like i am a total failure in his eyes..
did u guys noe that when my mom was pregnant with me my dad had boys names in his head n when i was born he din noe wad to do or to name me coz i turned out to be a girl?
am i such a blardy disappointment to him??
i love my dad so much but haiz...he sure does noe how to hurt me
what to do??what? cannot give up ...i noe...
but rite now my spirit is broken..completely...i just have too much shit to deal with..i mean i have study issues n people issues!...i freaking hate a few of my classmates or shld i juz say a clique of em...damn asses la ok.. cant even be bothered to describe them anymore...i dun even noe if some of the frenship with me is genuine..haiz...sux like crazy
basically my life stinks.. duno y shit keeps happening to me