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flashback
Sunday, June 25, 2006
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a few hrs ago, i was listening to 98.7fm when a caller suddenly requested for :goodbye my lover by james blunt..for her x as they have just ended off things in a sour note
i duno y but i suddenly tot of the guys i had or still have in my life..
my exs..chrushes..flings..dates..and i suddenly asked myself.wad kindda relationships do i have with them now..
my first ex...hmm heard he was in a boy's hm a few yrs back, mayb now in deeper shit since he's gotten older,i really have no idea.he's basically non existance in my life
my 2nd..we're still frens,he's in NS n still playing his fav sepak takraw tho i aint sure if its for his x poly or for the nationals..my 3rd?wld i even consider him as dat?more of a fling.. well he's.. present but we share no conversation or whatsoever anymore
my first serious chrush?hmm it lasted for 4 yrs...my whole entire sec sch life tho in btwn i had 2 other chrushes after my first chrush said : thank u for liking me that much,but i think that being frens is the best..was dat a slap in the face or wad uh?
the other 2 chrushes..hah one was with a guy whom we had i duno?a date movie of sumsort which lasted for a few mths oni..hur hur who now currently is my best guy fren
and the other..gosh was the drama mama one whereby due to him being nice to ALL girls ,he kindda gave wrong signals to girls..haaaaa, me n one of my best fren kindda 'fought' over him ?haha stupid as hell now come to think of it..but hey wad was i suppose to think when he msges me every day..sends me swt gdnite msges...smiles n tok to me in sch n even wanted to buy me dinner?like duh la..how the heck shld i noe...so now currently we're frens n will always b
well...ok in btwn there are other guys too but they're pretty much insignificant for me to even mention..haha this stupid entry is such an embaressment but..i duno kindda fun for me to laugh over..sometimes when i take a 2nd look at them i'd think to myself..wad the hell was i thinking?
now theres only one guy in my life:the bf
hell we have many ups n downs together .. i can really hate him at times n get totally mad at him but in the end the love remains .i mean i cant say no when he does all those swt little things to cheer me up however noticable or unnoticable those gestures are..its all frm the heart thanks dear..