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<3 <3 <3
Thursday, June 29, 2006
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i heart Po Adibah Nilam Siti Salleh Nadia Ah Beng
they make me smile smile smile in the early morning
thank u minahs beng n the other nadia..heh
hate the bf...argh!
annoying la u..eeeeei
geram nye aku
blueks
4 more days till the mid yr begins!!!
*chews on nails..grrrr
4th july-mly & physical geog paper
5th july-Ao mly A's oral
7th july-physics
11th july- math & physical geog
(3 hrs each paper! my ass is soooo gona hurt!)
ok2,i am freaking out...alot.
I WANA PASS EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT not just a pass but A GOOD PASS
they make me smile smile smile in the early morning
thank u minahs beng n the other nadia..heh
hate the bf...argh!
annoying la u..eeeeei
geram nye aku
blueks
4 more days till the mid yr begins!!!
*chews on nails..grrrr
4th july-mly & physical geog paper
5th july-Ao mly A's oral
7th july-physics
11th july- math & physical geog
(3 hrs each paper! my ass is soooo gona hurt!)
ok2,i am freaking out...alot.
I WANA PASS EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT not just a pass but A GOOD PASS
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random stuff
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
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i'm tired
mid yr's ard the corner
havent studied much
haiz..
hope that i can pass...
its a much needed pass
important in fact
everything to me
to my dearies i'm missing u guys!!
hope that i can make it to the pit this sat
i noe its gona rock my world
to wiyah iza ricca and sol,
i miss u girls...damn u bz ppl
to yas ernerst nazi huiting
we shld so meet up for a chat soon
after mid yrs whooo wheee
lets have that coffee soon!!
p/s:ur becoming a huge pain n an eye sore
cant u just evaporise frm the face of the earth?
i wld be superbly happy
mid yr's ard the corner
havent studied much
haiz..
hope that i can pass...
its a much needed pass
important in fact
everything to me
to my dearies i'm missing u guys!!
hope that i can make it to the pit this sat
i noe its gona rock my world
to wiyah iza ricca and sol,
i miss u girls...damn u bz ppl
to yas ernerst nazi huiting
we shld so meet up for a chat soon
after mid yrs whooo wheee
lets have that coffee soon!!
p/s:ur becoming a huge pain n an eye sore
cant u just evaporise frm the face of the earth?
i wld be superbly happy
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flashback
Sunday, June 25, 2006
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a few hrs ago, i was listening to 98.7fm when a caller suddenly requested for :goodbye my lover by james blunt..for her x as they have just ended off things in a sour note
i duno y but i suddenly tot of the guys i had or still have in my life..
my exs..chrushes..flings..dates..and i suddenly asked myself.wad kindda relationships do i have with them now..
my first ex...hmm heard he was in a boy's hm a few yrs back, mayb now in deeper shit since he's gotten older,i really have no idea.he's basically non existance in my life
my 2nd..we're still frens,he's in NS n still playing his fav sepak takraw tho i aint sure if its for his x poly or for the nationals..my 3rd?wld i even consider him as dat?more of a fling.. well he's.. present but we share no conversation or whatsoever anymore
my first serious chrush?hmm it lasted for 4 yrs...my whole entire sec sch life tho in btwn i had 2 other chrushes after my first chrush said : thank u for liking me that much,but i think that being frens is the best..was dat a slap in the face or wad uh?
the other 2 chrushes..hah one was with a guy whom we had i duno?a date movie of sumsort which lasted for a few mths oni..hur hur who now currently is my best guy fren
and the other..gosh was the drama mama one whereby due to him being nice to ALL girls ,he kindda gave wrong signals to girls..haaaaa, me n one of my best fren kindda 'fought' over him ?haha stupid as hell now come to think of it..but hey wad was i suppose to think when he msges me every day..sends me swt gdnite msges...smiles n tok to me in sch n even wanted to buy me dinner?like duh la..how the heck shld i noe...so now currently we're frens n will always b
well...ok in btwn there are other guys too but they're pretty much insignificant for me to even mention..haha this stupid entry is such an embaressment but..i duno kindda fun for me to laugh over..sometimes when i take a 2nd look at them i'd think to myself..wad the hell was i thinking?
now theres only one guy in my life:the bf
hell we have many ups n downs together .. i can really hate him at times n get totally mad at him but in the end the love remains .i mean i cant say no when he does all those swt little things to cheer me up however noticable or unnoticable those gestures are..its all frm the heart thanks dear..
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Fucked uP ppl put on earth by mistake
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
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i swear my blood is boiling rite now...so what?its a mutual feeling that we hate each other
well i got news for u i am hating u so much rite now
i din give u shit neither did i even bother to tok to u
u shld juz concentrate on ur 'frens' ur damn bf n ur studies la ah
dun freaking annoy me
is it not enuf that i have to see ur face n hear ur unmelodious voice and crackling laughter for almost 2 yrs?
jeez sum of u are in the same class as me man
some of u are so put on earth to test my patience.
i am STILL BEING patient
its been a long time since i've lost my temper
i have never 'lost it' in MI
u ppl are such a freaking pain jeez freak off la n pls jus stay out of way n get the hell out of my face coz listening to u ppl tok n shit juz makes my ears hurt
u wana tok abt me behind my back ?juz say it to my face la
wad?no balls to do it...why dun u start an anti nadia club huh make dat ur new cca
u so do not have a right to treat me this way when i have treated u ppl with tolerance tho i seriously hate u ppl to the FUCKING CORE right now!!
haiz come to think of it waste time sia.
i noe who my frens are n guess its not u not that either one of gives a shit
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
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went to the hospital yesterday to cheak out my hip
well they dun realli noe wads wrong coz the x ray shows that my bone is fine
so i have to go back on the 13th of july to go thru an MRI scan to c if there is anything wrong with my tissue..Insya'allah all will be fine..
hmm...so finally i juz hope that the pain in my hip will go awy after all these yrs
mid yr...i am so in deep shit
i really am behind time; my head wants to study but my body is lazing ard..how??
sheesh i need more scolding man...duno wads wrong with me
btw p/s:fucking hate ppl who break their promises ..to the two bitches concerned fark off n dun ever give me stupid xcuses n lame promises that u cant kp!!
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happy day!!
Sunday, June 18, 2006
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2dae was one of the happier days coz i got to mit up with all my 12 sygs with 5 missing.
realli great to mit up once in a while to catch up.
glad we did.eased my mind off of probs for the time being.
had fun n i soooo look forward to more fun times ahead . love u ppl!!c u guys again soon..
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oh oh...
Thursday, June 15, 2006
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i just return hm frm KL yest(my baby came hm yest 2 frm mecca)..fuh ..tired
k now i'm in panic mode..
havent study la...diela
sheesh i am in deep shit
gona study now
adios
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A Wake Up Call 4 Me
Friday, June 09, 2006
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me:i cant study..cant even start
teacher:no such thing
me:but really..(idiotic reply)
teacher:eh nadia,wake up la! u want to be blardy useless n drop out of school izzit uh? stop dreamin and wake up ok.this is un acceptable . told u many times already. I noe u want to study but something is stopping u.dun waste ur time n stop dreaming. might as well u quit sch n tuition n start work .dun waste ur parents money la liddat huh??
if u are drowning and i throw u a rope to save urself and u dun even want to try saving urself then u got no one to blame xcept urself for drowning.
wake up kol to: miss snorty to work hard n stop slacking n b a useless piece of crap occupying the earth without a purpose in life.. WAKE UP NADIA!!
teacher:no such thing
me:but really..(idiotic reply)
teacher:eh nadia,wake up la! u want to be blardy useless n drop out of school izzit uh? stop dreamin and wake up ok.this is un acceptable . told u many times already. I noe u want to study but something is stopping u.dun waste ur time n stop dreaming. might as well u quit sch n tuition n start work .dun waste ur parents money la liddat huh??
if u are drowning and i throw u a rope to save urself and u dun even want to try saving urself then u got no one to blame xcept urself for drowning.
wake up kol to: miss snorty to work hard n stop slacking n b a useless piece of crap occupying the earth without a purpose in life.. WAKE UP NADIA!!
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my sun shine..my ray of hope
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i look towards the horizon across my window
hoping to find my ray of sun shine
it vanised before my very eyes
has my hope gone?
it can't be ..i dun believe so
this morning i rose early hoping to find my sunshine again
this morning i rose early hoping to find my sunshine again
i found it
my hope has return
and so will you
in my arms once again where everything will be ok
with you by my side i feel like i can do anything
ur my sunshine thru the rain
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to:syg
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
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i miss u
i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u
i miss u
*counting to the days till i can see u once again my dear,dun ever leave me for so long again..
ur missed more than you'll ever know
i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u
i miss u
*counting to the days till i can see u once again my dear,dun ever leave me for so long again..
ur missed more than you'll ever know
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honesty is the best policy
Monday, June 05, 2006
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it is true what they say about honesty being the best policy...argh my spirit is at a low rite now...
i duno ,i mean it really suxs to noe that sum1 is unhappy abt ur 'attitude' but to know a grp of people felt that way for a long time and n talk behind my back instead of telling me straight to my face, it hurts a hundred times more esp if u consider them ur frens.damn itla i mean how shld i noe my own mistakes man ? thats what frens are for to tell u ur flaws and help u correct it n be a better person..what to me is askin for help mean irritance to sum1 else n how the heck am i suppose to noe dat? i am not sum mind reader..sheesh..they kept quiet abt it n treat me differently ...dat took a blow not only to my feelings but my mind whereby my studies are affectly totally n my spirits totally churshed...
radzi..haiz i need u so bad right now..ur the only one whom i can be myself with
dayana nir lifa fhan faizal rina wiyah iza n ricca?haiz u guys have ur own lives too..
suxs being an only child huh?what can i say to my parents ...oh ya i have probs,my frens think i have an attitude b'coz i ask them to help teach me on topics that i sux at oh wow great...
bah! crappy to the core
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Inspirational Quotes
Sunday, June 04, 2006
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Richard M. DeVos: The only thing that stands between a man and what he wants from life is often merely the will to try it and the faith to believe that it is possible.
Comer Cotrell: The greatest inspiration is often born of desperation
Adam Smith: The real price of everything, what everything really costs to the man who wants to acquire it, is the toil and trouble of acquiring it.
Malcolm S. Forbes: Too many people overvalue what they are not and undervalue what they are.
Charles Caleb Colton: True friendship is like sound health, the value of it is seldom known until it be lost.
Emily Dickinson: We'd never know how high we are till we are called to rise; and then, if we are true to plan, our statures touch the sky.
Henri Frederic Amiel: Truth is the secret of eloquence and of virtue, the basis of moral authority; it is the highest summit of art and of life
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life
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life..what is it really?
its a journey i guess where your life starts in a mother's womb n ur life ends back to the arms of god
today i found out that my chinese grandmother has a tumour growing in her large intestine
it really didn't hit me the reality of it all till we had a family discussion on how she wants her funeral to be ...her place of burial and her will
it is weird to be listening to someone talk about what they want on their funeral day when they're still alive
she is unbelivably strong and brave not to mention selfless
i just hope that she will make it thru her operation next weds
i mean i just lost my nenek..i duno if i can take another loss..
but then again this is life
to lose and to gain
what i gain frm her is love and wad i will lose is her tho her memory will remain
so basically i believe life has to be lived to the fullest
me n farhan had a very interesting conversation yest
about what we should do in this life to benefit us n what we should also do in this life to benefit us in the after life
two different pts of view we had
well..thats the beauty of the mind of each individual
hmm..my dude has flown off to mecca yest to go thru pilgrimage
me nana fhan faizal yazid was at the airport to see him off
i just pray/hope for his safety to and back
*missing my guy..*