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feeling down..
Saturday, March 25, 2006
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i woke this morning feeling totally empty...maybe b'coz i havent been meeting up with my besties n i feel like i am no longer part of their lives..i realise that i dun noe wad is happening in their lives anymore like i used to..n sch well thats even worse i feel totally left out frm conversations n group discussions b'coz of my sitting position..yes i sit alone in a whole empty row...y?coz i had orientation on da first wk of sch i had no chance to pick a sitting partner to sit with secondly..well i'm short i cant sit at the back n on the other corner of da claz coz i cant see the board clearly..n well i noe that my clazmates dun mind me joining them in their conversations but sumhow i hold myself back b'coz i feel like i'm intruding into their conversations b'coz whenever i wana go to their place to talk the conversations has started n i have no idea wad they are talkin abt n the worst part is at times they wont ans me when i ask them wad they're talking abt..so yea the sad life of me..pathetic arent i as usual..n oh ya to YOU MY SO CALLED PILLAR THAT I RELY ON thanks for making things harder for me..