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yay!
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
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YAHOOOOOOOOO!! Yabedabedoooooooo...common test is over now all i have left with is my physics spa this fri...i swear after the 3 hrs geog paper...i felt so blardy relief la...alritey..now to catch up on slp...Zzzzzz
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Screwed!!!!
Sunday, March 26, 2006
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ARGH!! 2moro's my common test and i still havent studied juz one word to describe my life: utterly and completely screwed!!Fucking shit... dammit..... FUCK!!!!!
wah everythings' juz screwed la EVERYTHING...how much better can my stinking life get?!?!...wahhhhh sum1 save me ...pls..juz save me frm me
wah everythings' juz screwed la EVERYTHING...how much better can my stinking life get?!?!...wahhhhh sum1 save me ...pls..juz save me frm me
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feeling down..
Saturday, March 25, 2006
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i woke this morning feeling totally empty...maybe b'coz i havent been meeting up with my besties n i feel like i am no longer part of their lives..i realise that i dun noe wad is happening in their lives anymore like i used to..n sch well thats even worse i feel totally left out frm conversations n group discussions b'coz of my sitting position..yes i sit alone in a whole empty row...y?coz i had orientation on da first wk of sch i had no chance to pick a sitting partner to sit with secondly..well i'm short i cant sit at the back n on the other corner of da claz coz i cant see the board clearly..n well i noe that my clazmates dun mind me joining them in their conversations but sumhow i hold myself back b'coz i feel like i'm intruding into their conversations b'coz whenever i wana go to their place to talk the conversations has started n i have no idea wad they are talkin abt n the worst part is at times they wont ans me when i ask them wad they're talking abt..so yea the sad life of me..pathetic arent i as usual..n oh ya to YOU MY SO CALLED PILLAR THAT I RELY ON thanks for making things harder for me..
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to you..
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
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why are u so nice to me?
u noe that at times i am totally out of line n yet u never lost ur cool
why are u so nice to me?
i've wronged you so many times n yet u've manage to forgive me always
why are u so nice to me?
u wld rather have me vent my anger on u n kp quiet than for u to scold me back to avoid any arguments with me b'coz u love me too much
why are u so nice to me?
you wld apologise to me even tho its not ur fault juz to end our arguments so that everything wld be ok
i feel bad i really do i hate myself for being this way but its me i try to change but its so hard mayb b'coz i'm a spoilt brat...an outcome of being the only child whom constantly gets anything she wants all the attention all the love all the care all the concern..you have given me ur undivided attention n at times i want more..see how unreasonable n self centered i am?y do u still want me?i do believe that sum1 out there might be able to be a better gf for u than i ever cld be..i never want to lose you but at times like now..2day ..this moment..i feel that i totally do not deserve u..
(to any1 reading this entry :if u do not noe me n happen to juz bloghop do not judge me juz shut up click on the X at the top of the page and get da hell out)
u noe that at times i am totally out of line n yet u never lost ur cool
why are u so nice to me?
i've wronged you so many times n yet u've manage to forgive me always
why are u so nice to me?
u wld rather have me vent my anger on u n kp quiet than for u to scold me back to avoid any arguments with me b'coz u love me too much
why are u so nice to me?
you wld apologise to me even tho its not ur fault juz to end our arguments so that everything wld be ok
i feel bad i really do i hate myself for being this way but its me i try to change but its so hard mayb b'coz i'm a spoilt brat...an outcome of being the only child whom constantly gets anything she wants all the attention all the love all the care all the concern..you have given me ur undivided attention n at times i want more..see how unreasonable n self centered i am?y do u still want me?i do believe that sum1 out there might be able to be a better gf for u than i ever cld be..i never want to lose you but at times like now..2day ..this moment..i feel that i totally do not deserve u..
(to any1 reading this entry :if u do not noe me n happen to juz bloghop do not judge me juz shut up click on the X at the top of the page and get da hell out)
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y must weird things always happen to me?
Friday, March 17, 2006
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ok..2dae was my ferst time going to a polyclinic believe it or not..i usually go to a private clinic..so ya anyways i came there at 11 which was late according to farhan n guess wad?i left the place 4 hrs later like wad the fuck sia... i waited for so long n the consultation with the cranky doctor took like abt 5-10mins only n in the end i was reffered to a specialist at a hospital..tan tock seng to be exact abt my hip prob n the referrel took an hr and still they did not give me my appointment coz the hospital ppl did not fax my appointment...heck...so we went hm n asked the lady at the polyclinic to give us a call..at least she was nice enuf to do dat..i swear i was bored outta ma mind man n like 2 hrs later my appointment was set on 12th june..3 mths later...y soooo long sia...aiyo.....ooh n b4 all these 2 WEIRD THINGS HAPPEN:1)an indian man juz drop to the ground rolling around n yelling ..dat practically freaked every1 out..coz i was so shocked i stood up abruptly n kindda lost my footing n now my foot kindda hurt makin it hard for me to walk 2)some chinese guy lost his footing and hit my back n grab my shirt b4 he was stable again..damn pain la...wad an ass ..cant he grab onto a freakin chair instead...sheesh..i hate goin to a polyclinic la.. its my first time n its horrible experience...agrh!!
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Pre U 2 fun day!(for both campuses combined)
Saturday, March 11, 2006
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B4 i tell u about the pre-u 2 fun day juz like to say dat the 2006 jae batch of orientation has ended ..now i can go on with my life with my studies..hmm...rigel won best clan n skit/dance while cyrus won best mascot..draco..er..cant remember..and orion won for mr supernovation n mr MI dance ya...dats it la...
So yea yesterday was out pre-u 2 fun day ..we had an amazing race at sentosa which was soooo not fun the intructor suxla...we were superbly hungry after the whole thing and she was not there to provide us with any food that we had paid for coz we had no idea where she had gone and all the other instructors did not give a shit abt us too..wtf..so my clazmate had to 'steal' our food n stuff..and when she return there was no apologies or wadsoever she juz say quick line up when more than half of my classmates have not even eaten finish..sheesh...then thay gave a feedback form so i being me wrote dat the instructors shld not leave the grp n not tell anyone...and dat woman was not happyla...sheesh she almost wanted to yell at us her reason :sum1 frm ANOTHER GRP had muscle cramp...so y she so kpo go there n not bother abt us...i understand her situation ah as a student leader i did face the same thing but i told my other fellow student leaders to help me out wid my grp b4 i rushed off..if she was so bz she cld at least radio or kol one of her intructor mates wad..she did not do her part;her responsibility towards us..none of my classmates were happy abt it too la esp fira...argh!! annoyingla da whole thing!!!
Anyway heck...when we returned 2 sch the fun began...we washed up and all ferst b4 we rushed off into our respective houses...my house is garnet n within 2 hrs or so we came up with our dance routine as a house mind u for the campfire dat nite!so funla..we had indian mly n oldies songs and dance for the performance...so yea ard 6 all or us gathered 4 a buffet at the canteen b4 da campfire started..ooi..the food were so nice for once..wakakaka..so like duh! me hidz kendri fira n nat pig out ah...seriously i swear our plates were super full with food and we still had like 2nd n 3rd helpings too..wakakakka...we eat like alot ah..then after dinner we gathered n after the principle's speech the camp fire was declared open..all 4 houses GARNET ONYX SAPPHIRE n ZERCON did our thing n in the end onyx won 1st while we garnet won 2nd..not bad eh..then we did our MI dance n finally b4 closing we had our own dance..haha we bling blamgs did our thing bebeh oooh yea..nyeheheh..then at ard 9 plus after a mini sc mitin my daddy came n send me hm...nyeheheh...boring afternoon but a superbly fun nite...
So yea yesterday was out pre-u 2 fun day ..we had an amazing race at sentosa which was soooo not fun the intructor suxla...we were superbly hungry after the whole thing and she was not there to provide us with any food that we had paid for coz we had no idea where she had gone and all the other instructors did not give a shit abt us too..wtf..so my clazmate had to 'steal' our food n stuff..and when she return there was no apologies or wadsoever she juz say quick line up when more than half of my classmates have not even eaten finish..sheesh...then thay gave a feedback form so i being me wrote dat the instructors shld not leave the grp n not tell anyone...and dat woman was not happyla...sheesh she almost wanted to yell at us her reason :sum1 frm ANOTHER GRP had muscle cramp...so y she so kpo go there n not bother abt us...i understand her situation ah as a student leader i did face the same thing but i told my other fellow student leaders to help me out wid my grp b4 i rushed off..if she was so bz she cld at least radio or kol one of her intructor mates wad..she did not do her part;her responsibility towards us..none of my classmates were happy abt it too la esp fira...argh!! annoyingla da whole thing!!!
Anyway heck...when we returned 2 sch the fun began...we washed up and all ferst b4 we rushed off into our respective houses...my house is garnet n within 2 hrs or so we came up with our dance routine as a house mind u for the campfire dat nite!so funla..we had indian mly n oldies songs and dance for the performance...so yea ard 6 all or us gathered 4 a buffet at the canteen b4 da campfire started..ooi..the food were so nice for once..wakakaka..so like duh! me hidz kendri fira n nat pig out ah...seriously i swear our plates were super full with food and we still had like 2nd n 3rd helpings too..wakakakka...we eat like alot ah..then after dinner we gathered n after the principle's speech the camp fire was declared open..all 4 houses GARNET ONYX SAPPHIRE n ZERCON did our thing n in the end onyx won 1st while we garnet won 2nd..not bad eh..then we did our MI dance n finally b4 closing we had our own dance..haha we bling blamgs did our thing bebeh oooh yea..nyeheheh..then at ard 9 plus after a mini sc mitin my daddy came n send me hm...nyeheheh...boring afternoon but a superbly fun nite...
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Bz Bz Bz!
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
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hey ppl...sori i havent been updating been extreamly bz with my orientation of da pre u 1 ppl..niway 2dae was the 3rd day of orientation n my og orion 2 has been pretty cool compared to the 1st n 2nd day where they were supper dead and unresponsive to mela..abit frust and sad la coz my first og durin the pae batch is super fun and cool la my dear alcor 5..miz all u ppl leh...oh ya n the pae batch got ALOT of cute guys ah but this time the jae batch..erm..no ah ..ehehe BUT got alot of pretty girls tho...hmm mayb a few cute guys la ah...actually ah i think ryte the pae batch ppl are the fun1s ah.Anyways...my new orion clan rocks la...cool ppl ...hee...hmm..wad else eh...oh ya 2dae had my 2.4 ..whooo hooo got 13min 55 sec...ferst time in my life la i got an A for my 2.4 but damn i fail my standing broad jump shit!!...and the worst part is rite if i cant pass it by 2moro i have to redo all my stations after my march hols!! damn unfair ah i mean i have my hip prob plus orientation cant the P.E teachers cut me sum slack? but the P.E teachers dun give a shit la...i mean wad the crap sak be reasonable ah..sheesh..i mean ok i got A for my 2.4 situp pull up and sit n reach n a C 4 my shuttle run..so only my standin broad jump ah wah lau...i freakin frust ah!!!! I noe they followin moe rules but i feel soo..like unfairly treated..haiz....i really am NOT a sports person n this is da first time i get this kindda results...so i juz dun want dat to taken awy frm me ah,..haiz...kk niway 2molo the forth and last day of orientation...whee got mascot n skit/dance competition..i"m supper excited!!! whee...go Orion..be the winners once again ppl!
oh n i juz wana say dat my pae batch of ppl totally rocks ah...all u 1500 ppl! and of coz my og alcor 5 n alcor clan peeps! i love u all ah..we won mascot! hehehe...they are fun plus i got 2 cousins in my own og how cool is dat la...not only had i a bond with my og grp but i got closer to my cousins whom i previously arent close to ...and oh my alcor 5 ppl a no. of them got really great results such as 12 to 19 pts for their l1r5...reaaly happy for u guys dat u got into the jcs of ur choice..n for the rest who din get wad they wanted dun be dishearten k guys?...so well yea i really enjoy the orientation tho i was lagging behind my studies...i dun feel particularly close to my new og orion2 tho..oh well it takes time i guess plus i'll c u guys tilll i graduate..so yeah..heheh
oh n i juz wana say dat my pae batch of ppl totally rocks ah...all u 1500 ppl! and of coz my og alcor 5 n alcor clan peeps! i love u all ah..we won mascot! hehehe...they are fun plus i got 2 cousins in my own og how cool is dat la...not only had i a bond with my og grp but i got closer to my cousins whom i previously arent close to ...and oh my alcor 5 ppl a no. of them got really great results such as 12 to 19 pts for their l1r5...reaaly happy for u guys dat u got into the jcs of ur choice..n for the rest who din get wad they wanted dun be dishearten k guys?...so well yea i really enjoy the orientation tho i was lagging behind my studies...i dun feel particularly close to my new og orion2 tho..oh well it takes time i guess plus i'll c u guys tilll i graduate..so yeah..heheh