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Yay...yesterday was a fun day...started with my usual SC meeting then i rushed home changed n all n met up with mira and later met up with the rest of my dearies at starbux plaza singapura... ONE particular conversation that stuck to my mind was us sharing with each other the chrushes we had way back then in secondary school....Superbly funny la...haha esp me n farhan n dayana... Dayana liking this erm...weird guy friend of ours..Girl! What were you thinking babe.. And me and farhan...well...juz werid la... Oh ya n to faizal n farhan..gosh! I lost count of how many girls u guys had a chrush on...hahahahaha...well unfortunately all good things had to come to an end coz i had to make my way to fish and co. and meet up with my classmates who were celebrating press's n james's birthday...to u 2...happy birthday once again ya!..Oh and i made a huge mistake by ordering these weird dish that is totally so not nicela...damn i wasted my money..haaa..but oh well at the end of da day...yea i was totally tired but glad to be out to relieve some of my stress that is so totally building up
ok..this was a gp project..titled:science and religion..related or total opposites?
'there is more RELIGION in men's SCIENCE than there is SCIENCE in their RELIGION'-David Henry Thoreau I believe that this quote is true because i believe that men base their fundimentals of science on religion as science base their ethics on religion. Science itself is a form of religion. Man requires to believe in something, anything, and if its not in God then what? Certainly not himself. Religion exists to provide a guideline in the morals and ethics of a society, and it does quite well. Religion is needed for just that reason or else we'll devolve into a society whereby science does not have its limits. Religion teaches us to value our life n of our fellow humans, something that tends to interfere with scientific research. While science exists in the form of a learning base,religion exists to guide us to make decisions based on moral values. What are your views?-abstract frm a mag & re-edited by me
sadness and loneliness engulfs me
it never seems to want to go away it has become my new permanant friend which i never want it to stay i hope one day an angel would befall on me to take all the sorrows n loneliness away *behind my every smile n laughter lay the sadness that is kept hidden from all*
whee 2dae is valentines day so cute la shaz made a heart shape doughnut covered in choc fer all of us...very nice...heh..then dj gave all of us chocs.. aww so swt..heee but wad made my day was our mini reunion.. so happy dat u guys cld make it...to nir n lifa i miz u two!!...to faizal ur saliva damn gross wakakaka...to nana nice jacket...to Al ,it was nice seein u...to mira 4eva crapping wid jokes haha...to farhan as usual ah my bro...n to radzi da swtest bf eva...nyeheheh..tanx 4 da cute bear dear.... n btw nana nir n lifa...we shld so have a girls day out soon la....no guys allowed!!...shop to our heart's content! i wan i wan...preety plz....start saving now la!!
kk..i noe i said i wanted me n him to be over n all n like dayana said i'm goin back on my words but i duno i juz cannot forget him he's just a part of me now n the love juz cannot fade awy i've been tryin since like 3 mths back but its evident dat the love is here to stay even after for more than a yr..mayb i'm juz impatient n my expectation of him is juz too high at times..an expectation dat i expect frm him dat i myself cant live up to...so finally i learn to accept things the way they are...and things are goin well rite now..
and haiz another thing rite...at times frens can really break my heart regardless of how long i've known them..mayb i'm too sensative i duno.. but todae i'm feelin totally alone n rejected..even he cant cheer me up.. life definately aint a bed of roses it feels more like a bed of thorns
yest me nana fhan mira n faizal were out celebratin radzi's bdae..it was a very fun day indeed filled with laughter all day long ...
gave radzi a suprise bdae cake...a choc mint cake...yummy! then we walk2 all da way to lau pa sat where we pig out as usual... hee.. and in btwn many pics were taken...damn i'm turnin into a cam whore then yea da day ended as fun as it was frm beginin..love u guys to bits k!... niways sori 4 a borin entry frm me la but wad to do i'm feelin down but i juz feel dat i shld update.. niways radzi...happy 18th b'dae...i love u
Ok...2dae was like any other ordinary day get up shower sch n go hm..BUT 2dae something weird happen to me while i was nearing my blk area...Ok u see i have to walk along this path to reach my blk area n then i realise dat there is a bike lieing on da grd blockin da way n a guy ard maybe 17-20 yrs of age pacing back and forth staring at his hands...so i was like thinkin la... 'what da heck this guy doing sak'...then as i got near him ryte..he stop and look at me...and me as u all noe wadeva emotion i feel it juz shows in my face ..so i presume while lookin at him annoyance n curiousity was written all over my face...k den when i was near him i realise that he had earthworms he juz dug frm da soil as it juz finish rainin..then the next thing he said juz made me speechless la...he ask me: 'do u wana try some earthworms?its healthy u noe'...i was like..er...no...then he said again 'try la eat some very nice'..i was like huh then he keep askin me to eat la... crazy ass...finally i got so annoyed n yell la:'can u move aside!'...then he was like ok lor dun wana try then look at me as though i'm the werid one! i walk off..n when i turn to look at him he was lookin at me smiling...freaky la eeeeeeeeeiiii!!!
to him u noe who u r
i'm sori that now all we have is our frenship i'm sori i cld'nt be dat perfect sum1 for u i'm sori dat i had to break us up i'm sori dat i've hurt n disappointed u i'm not sori to have met sum1 as wonderful as u i'm not sori to have spent those special memories with u and i'm definately NOT sori 2 have u in my life i hope that we can start anew in this frenship of ours i will always have a special place in my heart juz for u ur my first n ur irreplacable i hope u'd find sum1 better than me who noes how to love u more than i ever cld u noe my reasons for lettin u go its not my choice but its juz fate we shall c if fate will ever bring us back 2gether for now i hope this frenship is more than enuf
Oh n by the way i didnt pee till after PE (4hrs plus later).i had no idea how i manage to get thru ma PE...my stomach hurts like hell even as i'm typing this...dayana i'm sure u noe da feeling ..remember da bus ride beb?..YEA dat bad..
omigod 2dae sux la...there was no freakin water supply in MI for like 3 freakin hrs or more.n if u all noe me i am a frequent visitor of toilets la. i had to tahan my pee for 2 hrs plus...finally i cannot tahan n i had NO CHOICE but go...guess wad the toilet fuckin gross ok i swear!..ALL THE TOILET BOWLS ARE FILLED WITH SHIT URINE N STUFF TISSUE PAPER...thank god nabila was there she kept me sane la..the stench omigod dun get me started ...stinks like mad...n there was no water frm da pipe...then amazingly water came out i was washin my hands when da water turned brown...i was like wad the fuck is this shit water??..i got so freaked out dat i puked ...and all this happen during ma mly lesson which i was present for like only 30 mins instead of da whole 1hr30mins....i had no idea wad cikgu thinks of me now sak..jeez...after dat was P.E and i was telling miss wati how gross la ... a wave of relief washed over me when she told me dat da brown stuff in da pipe was juz soil n rust thank god la...THANK GOD!!!
2dae was not a gd dae ...i was doin my hmwerk when my mom called n told me my parents had an accident then she put down da phone.i was juz totally dumbfounded and the worst thing was i was alone at hm..jeez when ur alone n shit happens ur mind plays trick on u...my mind whirl like crazy thinkin abt all the bad things dat cld have happen tho my parents are fine.
Thanks to Allah to have kept them safe coz i think He noes that i still need them a whole lot.i'm glad that they are safe and i guess i realise dat i took them for granted..to papa n mama i love u .i noe i do not show it often.i'm juz bad at expressing my feelings ..real bad And also definately THANK YOU to ALL my frens..thank u guys for being there for me..Esp to huda n deebs;thanks bebs
Just came hm frm mitin up with my dearies dayana farhan mira radzi n new member eugene...seriously la these ppl totally make my day no matter how strez up i am n all the sh*t i've been goin thru these few wks suddenly disappear.They alwaes make me feel at ease . To dayana thanks 4 bein there 4 me all these yrs beb truly thankful dat ur ma fren no words to describe u noe la how much u mean to me . To farhan,ma bro...thanks for bringin the merepekness out in me love ya... n Mira thanks for makin me laugh ma head off wif all ur jokes facial expressin n qoute 'ish..takdela'...n to radzi thanks 4 bein there wif me thruout my breakdowns n sh*t.
All of u really make me understand the true meanin of frenship and make me realise ma short comings n change me for da betta.bein an only child all of u are the closest thing i have other than my own family n to my other dearies that i haven't been seein often pls make urself free on V day aite its a reunion drag ur asses to mit up regardless of wadeva u have on dat dae !!! and 2moro well mitin up wid ma MI clazmates to do sum serious studyin ...been lagging behind since orientation..i duno y i am becoming so lazy la . at times i juz freakin hate maself for dat sigh.. oh well...its da beginin of yr 2 n soooo many shit have been comin ma way i juz hope dat in da end it'll all turn out gd n all ma sacrifices will be worth it. |
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